surrender

We were going through the door, where the house was all blind.

Got scared for a moment without knowing how.

I was to enlighten a year later :
that it was the place and it was the moment 
where I was to loose my mind 

Getting stuck was a feeling I've never rated. The house was dusty and damp.
My lungs were taking his soul as the breathe
Exhaling, was such a pain to be bound.
....

"Say heart to me" he said. 
'Why! Nonsense?' I spelled.
"You all say Hard instead of Heart" -was fooling the pronounciation of most Turkish English Speakers
'Is that why you're so hard?'
..
"Come with me, down here I've something to show"

The stairs.. Like never ending, like I was to collapse.
Then he started laughing.
"Feeling weird?
'No! But dizzy. The dampness, the smoke, the smell.. Fine I am.'
"Ok here we go !" 

A room full of movies
A room full of fun and sun
where there was no door or a window
But all curtains from top to the floor

"ok now Sing !"
'Hell No ? :) and Why now?'
"'Cause you are so shy"
..
"No one can hear or see you..?"
'You?'
"I am the No One !"
'Be smarter..'
"No claims!"
'May I scream?'
"Yes still No One's here :)"

Hell yeah! here in a liar eden
There was no door to shut
or
No window to cut

It was the moment of looseness
Slowness
Welcomes the Silence!

No start ups
No 'the ends'
no means, no pills, no no nothing !

But !
Was just a Feather on the rug
Where he couldn't stop to hug
"No one" became the mud on my silly heart.